I was just called cool by two different people today. One of them was from a barista in the coffee shop that I regularly stay in. Made me all flustered.

It definitely helped my mood, as I was feeling down for the past few days. I don't know why I felt that way; maybe because I really want to go back home? I have my flight booked for the end of September so it's home stretch from here.

I hope this feeling goes away, because I know I'm going to miss my time being by myself. I'll miss listening to the rain in my own apartment. Having a karaoke and dancing around. Having a space to invite friends and others. Being near distance to my two favorite cafes. Listening to music through my room speakers and watching movies by myself through my projector. Developing my own sense of style with the thrift stores around here. I know that these are all available in NY, but it's different because I won't be living my own solo life.

So what did I do during my time here since the last entry? I started playing Zenless Zone Zero (I really like Billy the Kid as a character but playing on my phone is annoying). I started speedrunning one of my favorite games again, Katana Zero. Started watching Bad and Crazy (another show about DID). Hung out with one of my college friends, and really missed his company since it was a while since we hung out (also Raising Cane's is really good!).

Been downloading a lot of song onto my walkman, and taking walks around the neighborhood. The breeze and the sunlight really help with making it feel like a summer.