misplaced
10.9.2024
I'm back in my hometown! Unexpectedly, it's been taking me a bit to get used to the rush of the city. So many underpayed employees in the cafes.
I've also been feeling out of place too, and missing my studio apartment. Feels stupid to think that way, since I was wishing to come back for so long. Now I feel like I'm just complaining. But that peace of being in my apartment alone at night is gone, and instead a sort of loneliness replaced it in my room here. Thinking that as soon as I warm up to this place again, this feeling will be gone. It'll just take time.
Some updates in my life: (1) I set up my room and it looks really empty right now, (2) I built my pc! (3) Got to reconnect with a friend, and realized how little friends I have (which works best for me than having many, but that loneliness hits from time to time).
Me building that PC is most of the updates. I feel so proud getting this baby in working order with minimal complications. Been playing a lot of Maplestory (Thunderbreaker is an awesome class), ZZZ, and even BG3!
I guess I didn't do much. Just waiting until I feel at home in my own home...